Thursday, December 14, 2006

I love those skinny herion chic bitches; Cory Kennedy, Mary Kate Olsen, Am_lul( I really think their "just grab some clothes"-style is very inspiring. It's just not my style.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Oh yes!

We sooo kissed again...!


Monday, November 27, 2006


Had a party last Saturday, sooo much fun! First went to a friend, didn't knew the other persons there, now I do! Met new people, talked to intresting persons and drank a lot, the way it should always be! Then went to the real party. On my bike. I was tipsy. Still don't now how I made it there! Danced, drank even more, smoked some cigarettes, flirted... Flirted, flirted, flirted! There was one guy, let's call him Jordan (so not Mr J.!)... He's a sort of friend, actually he works for my father... OMG why did I kiss him?! He works for my father! Damn... What was I thinking? Not much, too boozed... Still this isn't the funniest part of my post today: he kissed like 3 other girls that night as well!!! Not that I care... No really, I don't. It is just that I usually use boys, then often make use of me. But he did, he did make use of me! Nerd... He just has to fix it! Maybe if he kisses me again... (He was a very good kisserrr!)


Thursday, November 23, 2006


Today was so boooring! Woke up, went to school, went back home and that's it. Did thought about what to wear to the party Saturday. I thinks a pair of jeans and a basic top, it's not a very glamourous party. Actually I never have glamourous parties... That sucks! Why can't I be invited to a glamourous party? Why can't I dress up like a femme fatale? Why the fuck can't I just be famous?

Wednesday, November 22, 2006


Went for a drink with Mr J. today. I had to tell him I don't love him... Never nice to break someones heart, but I had to. I was very nervous... Thank god he asked me about "us", because of that I didn't have to start talking about it. Just said that I don't love him, I am not ready for a relationship, just want to be single for a while. Fortunately he took the bad news very good. ("Too bad it didn't work between us, but I will survive.") Just happy it's over and that now I can flirt again...

Monday, November 20, 2006

Mr J

My father thinks I have a boyfriend... I have been dating someone for two weeks now, but he is so not my bf! He wants to be my boyfriend, I just don't want to be his girlfriend. He is sweet and good-looking and he is trying so god damn hard -that's why I still think it's sad to turn him down- but I am just not in love with him... Why can't I just be in love with him? It would make things so much easier (not really... he also kissed two of my best friends!) but I can't make myself love him. Which means I have to dump him - in a nice and gentle way of course-. Yes, it's the best way to just dump him. He's in love with me, I'm not in love with him, too bad. I'm not willing to give up my single life for a person I don't even love. I am so not willing to give up my single life! I love to be single! Being able to dance with handsome guys, being able to kiss with handsome guys, being able to fuck with handsome guys... Yes, I love to be single. Besides, being in a relationship takes so much of your time...


Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I want to be...

... a femme fatale!

-sexy lingerie
-red lipstick
-killer stiletto's

I'll put on my highest of heels, my reddest of lipstick, my naughtiest of knickers and my blackest of LBD. And then just drink vodka martini's and seduice men...